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Date:  112052.3
Stardate:  65857.5

--I lack the ability to post here often because I don't care or don't really have anything to say, but for the sake of consistency, I am going to post another entry into the rather sporadic list of journals I have posted here.  To say things have changed a whole lot since I last made an entry would be an exaggeration.  Things have not.  And by that I mean the whole idea about trying to find that one thing that made me different?  Well, it was lost not long after I made the last entry here.  It was coming from a kilometer away and I couldn't see it because I was so blinded by my inability to find what it was I was looking for that I just grasped onto anything I could and then...  well, I got hurt.  Again.  It's much like a repeating record.  Not that I want to have that happen again, but that pretty much sent me into a sort of a state where I just didn't care.  That's not to say that I was depressed...  quite the contrary.  I was enraged.  The idea that I could get burned so easily was completely asinine to me.  But, I blame on the inconsistent nature of humans.  They're a rather indecisive bunch of creatures.  One moment they want something, then the next they could care less.  Something else shiny has grappled their hold and off they go to the next adventure.  Good thing the entirety of our species should be gone in a few...  eons.  That is to say if we are smart enough not to kill ourselves before then and we are evolved enough to escape this planet's untimely demise...
--But I digress from the topic with that particular tirade.  Really, I just wanted to give a general update on what things are like now that well...  nothing has changed at all.  I mean, I still live in the same place.  I still have the same two cats, with the same two annoying habits.  Although my mother decided that she didn't want money and thus lost her home in Brodhead...  our home in Brodhead.  Stupid people are stupid.  She tossed away her fortune with abandon and decided to give it to an undeserving jack-off somewhere in the middle of nowhere.  Why didn't he drown, you may ask?  Well, he was located on some platform I think...  I didn't much care about the details given the man should die for abusing my mother's desperation.  Although my mother is equally stupid for putting herself into that situation and should also be killed for lack of common sense.  Anyone that stupid has no right to live.  But she now resides in Janesville, with my sister.  Granted, that isn't much of an improvement, given that they live together when my sister wants to get out ASAP.  But for the moment, they are in a reasonable situation.  Although this does leave me at a slight...  annoyance.  I no longer have any connection to my hometown, and simply have no reason to ever return, barring reunions of the class-type.  It made me feel a little uneasy and a more frustrated than anything.  Maybe someday I will return, but for now...  well, I don't have anywhere to be there.
--Also I suppose I should say that it was nice to go to the convention and see some old faces.  I got to talk at length with Sara about my mistakes and the nature of one bitch who shall remain unnamed.  I met a bunch of new people as well, and got to run across a Vergil fangirl and and fanboy, and apparently made both of their days better.  I would have done more at the convention this year, but I seemed to lack the motivation and want to do so.  I spent most of my time vegetating and people watching.  Although I admit that wasn't the worst year, it seems like the convention is getting a little more stale and I'm finding less and less reason to want to go, other than for the social experience.  It's still fun, don't get me wrong...  it's just not as fun as it used to be...  like the novelty is wearing thin.  The only strange thing that happened this year was the weather, which was unseasonably cool for late April... and it only warmed up a few days later after the convention had taken place.  But this whole summer insofar as been unusual, so to speak.  I think I'll still go to the convention next year, but I dunno how many more years afterward I will attend.  I guess that largely depends on who goes and if I continue to make more friends, or capture that lightning in a bottle and hit a romance for a change.
--With that, I believe I have prattled on enough about nothing in particular, so I'll leave it at that.  I'm hoping things change soon, because I'm not super excited about the future as I once was.  I'm sure there's something there that I'm missing, but I'm watching the situation very carefully.  A happy ending has to be in the cards...  but if it's anything like poker...  I'm bound to lose the game,
  • Listening to: Cats
  • Reading: Hitchikers Guide
  • Watching: Raocow
  • Playing: Diablo 3
  • Eating: Cereal
  • Drinking: Milk

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--Most people are a tad maniacal (in an evil sense) about what I like, but I share in the hopes that one day this will help realize to others that what I have a vested interest in, are things that I will have always liked. That is including, but not limited to, science fiction, technology, troubleshooting computers, using the internet for various purposes, not all of which are bad. Anybody who knows me is going to realize I am logical, rational, and have a rather dry sense of humor. Almost nothing takes me by surprise (unless one counts any instance where screaming or sudden actions are used) and I can generally get along with anyone, provided they do not talk in circles and are sociable themselves. Religion is irrelevant, though, I am always open to listen to anyone about that sort of thing. Anything else one might want to ask, please, feel free to give me a message or two. I encourage anyone from my area to give me a sign, as I am always curious about those who I knew for years of my life. I have messengers, so please, feel free to ring the proverbial doorbell.

--For activities, Star Trek is the main thing. If all you want to do is make fun of it, I don't want to hear it. I like other science fiction, so if you like it too, then it's something I can go on about. I like cosplayers (Search the word "Cosplay" on the Wikipedia website for details), though due to my inability to portray any characters, I do not partake in the act. Parties never happen for me, so you'll almost never see me at them, also taking into account I have no friends, thus I cannot be invited. Video games, while I do not bleed and breathe them, they are an avid interest, unless you are speaking of the TV network G4; in that case, I do not have any love for video games associated with most shows on that network. Another thing that is usually extra curricular for me is walking around town. Sure most people hate Brodhead, but I was born and raised here, and this is where I want to be, despite popular belief. It's my home, no matter what. If you have any questions, go ahead an ask. I'm sure that I am missing something from this.

--Interests are: if you're friendly and open, I want to meet you. If you are overly obsessed with an object, word, philosophy, geometric shape, mathematical equations, concept art, or hand grenades, do not talk to me. Otherwise, please, by all means, take a minute and say something. I am not terribly picky about who the person is, just as long as they have something meaningful to say, I haven't any problems with that. Also, I don't care what you look like: if you're a babe, a stud, a rug stain or missing some facial appendage, I don't have any preference. If you're friendly, I'm all ears.

--I like a little rock, little rap, little country, some orchestral, a lot of video game music, some pop, plenty of 80's, some of the 90's. Anything else you'll have to find out.

--Favorite TV programming is Science fiction. Sure, might be lame to most people, but not to me. I don't watch TV much, but it used to be everything on TechTV until they went south, then it changed to relatively nothing. I watch Spike TV a lot just because the programming is always nice to run across. But for me, the television has become cluttered with meaningless reality garbage, and that's just unacceptable. Thus, I will not watch most of what is currently on the air.

--Again, Science Fiction is here for my movie choices. I have a disdain for horror, as most of them are critically terrible, too gory for casual viewers such as myself, and not scary in the slightest. Action is cool, drama can be all right, anything else is iffy. Comedy probably ranks high, though. George Carlin is a hero of sorts for me.

--It sounds like a broken record after this, but again with the Sci-fi. It's all I read, and frankly, all that appeals to me, though I have read the Resident Evil books, so that is a little outside that box. Technical reading is for me, and the occasional magazine about games works it's mysterious ways. The internet is also a source of great amusement for me on a regular basis, as there's always something new going on.

--Favorite Quotes--
"Because, while I do not know who the enemy is any longer, I do know who my friends are, and that I have not done as well by them as I should. I hope to change that. I hope to do better."
... Londo to G'Kar in Babylon 5:"No Surrender, No Retreat"

That's all that faith requires. That we surrender ourselves to the possibility of hope. For that I'm content."
...Brother Alwyn in Babylon 5:"The Deconstruction of Falling Stars"

Current Residence: Brodhead, WI
Favourite genre of music: Orchestral
Favourite photographer: None
Favourite style of art: The one that looks good.
Operating System: Windows XP, SP3
MP3 player of choice: VLC Media Player
Shell of choice: Molten
Wallpaper of choice: Anything to do with space.
Skin of choice: None
Favourite cartoon character: Seto Kaiba
Personal Quote: "Rearrange the letters of subtext... what do you get?"
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:icongamergirl4eva:
Shoot this arrow------> to 10 people you're glad you met...
If you get 5 back you have a ~ BIG HEART.. 10xxxx <33
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:iconmscupcake91:
Thanks for the :+fav: ! =D

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37 in a row!
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Thank you very much for the :+fav:
it's very much appriciated

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:iconcyborgslunk:
You sound like a load of fun to be friends with... but unfortunately for me... I'm incredibly obsessive. <_< Sorry! XD I'm going to watch you anyway.

Also, if you do cosplay as something, you may have been told already, but you'd make a good Wesker. If you play RE.. that is. :P

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~AgentKain Apr 17, 2010  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Oh, well I guess there's another creeper I can add to the growing list of creepers. And yes, I do the Wesker thing a lot... that's mostly because I am lazy about everything else and don't get good cosplays together.

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:iconcyborgslunk:
Eh. I'm afraid I'd be the same way. Do you just cosplay the RE4 Wesker?

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~AgentKain May 4, 2010  Hobbyist Digital Artist
I've been Rufus Shinra, An agent from the Matrix, and a Jedi.

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=AngelsArcher Mar 23, 2010   General Artist
:iconthxfav2::iconthxfav3::iconthxfav4: :iconblush--plz:

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:iconrandomrayne:
NO WAY. if only you had any idea how long i have searched for you all over the internet. I saw you at acen, i was the little fangirl in the dress who attempted to find you for an hour.
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~AgentKain Jul 14, 2009  Hobbyist Digital Artist
You're going to have to throw me a picture of your outfit, or of you, or something so I can remember just who you are, because I saw a lot of people and to be honest, my memory sucks.

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